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Monday 14th November - Tuesday 15th November 2005

Monday:
Woke up feeling festive. The weather has suddenly gone freezing overnight and Christmas is just a few weeks away. This just made time seem to go even slower however, it's excruciating! I want it to be 24th December, scoffing choccies and watching naff Christmas specials. I don't even care that I can't get nicely sozzled this year.

It is now only two days until Scan Day. I just need to somehow get through today and tomorrow, but I can hardly concentrate and goodness knows how I will get anything done at all.

Tuesday:
Yesterday passed by quickly in the end due to a heavy workload and lots to do to take my mind off thinking about the scan.
But I hardly slept at all last night - this was for two reasons: firstly, I kept having strange dreams about various scenarios around the scan; secondly, Hubby announced yesterday that he has changed his mind and would now like to find out the sex of the baby, so my mind was whirring half with fear and half with excitement.

There was an added third reason for my sleeplessness - our neighbours, on all sides, appear to be getting into the festive spirit early this year by...well...celebrating in various noisy ways. On Monday night we were treated to the sounds of vigorous sex session from upstairs and last night we had what sounded like "The Best of Strange Twangy Guitar Music" played late into the night from next door. And I think the trauma of the idea of old people having noisy sex was keeping me from a restful night's sleep.

The lack of sleep made today excruciating. Every second that ticked by felt like a year. Every task to be completed almost impossible as I am so distracted. I keep trying to find mundane things to do that have a definite beginning and an end so that I can work to mini-targets and stop clock watching. This is worse than being 6-years-old on Christmas Eve. I am half terrified about what the scan might show and half insane with excitement about finding out the sex.

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Week 38 - Wednesday-Sunday - Wednesday 15th March-Sunday 19th March 2006

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